urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall Silent thoughts.. Silent Tears catch_myfall 2004-06-24T14:04:00Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:11604 2004-06-24T14:04:00Z 2004-06-24T14:04:00Z i did my layout differnt as you can see... im abotu to change my background to Loser the movie.. my faviorte movie its the best!!!!! if u havent seen it u should see it and if u have well then good job hehe!!! im bored i dont know what im doing today and i dotn really care.. tomorrow nigth i think i leave to go to connecticut with jordanns fmaily and were going to go shopping. tonight were going to fashion bug for deneas pants. mmm... oh yeah just so u know.. me and cara are rotten evil ppl!! ehhe!!!!! we accomplished it ysterday while talkign about hanaha and kristen and there well "snobyness" haa! well byes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:11447 2004-06-23T22:14:31Z 2004-06-23T22:14:31Z hey<br />im so mad... but its cool. <br />today was relaly lazy day today. i got up ate breakfest saw who was online watched tv and got online alot to talk to shelly. we have the cutest conversations this morning hehe!!! i cant wait to dye my hair!!!!!!!!!!! i dotn think liz is doing it in like 2 or 3 days im leaving so yeah .. im bored im going to do my background over when i get home it fine for now i guess. i need ohots of me so yeah. michelle dyed her hair!! shes a red head her mommy says hehe!@! i cant wait to see.. im bored and i dont feel so well tonigth <br />im getting sick.. mm.. im goign to go.. i hope my papa isnt a grump tonday like last night.. hes getting on my last nerves... i want michelel to cuss out hanah and kristen urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:10759 2004-06-22T15:05:42Z 2004-06-22T15:05:42Z Break down, shake for me<br />Don't write words unless you want me to read them<br />Nothing really matters now that it's over<br /><br />Maybe we can be friends<br />Now that we're older<br />We can have fun like we did in the early days<br />Now that it's over<br /><br /><br />today is going to be a lazy day yay... lol!!!! i woke up took a shjower and now noones online im looking at everclear lyrics yay!!!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i remember when we used to wanna hang out i rememeber when we could talk about anything urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:10658 2004-06-22T02:06:48Z 2004-06-22T02:06:48Z hi!!!! <br />ahh im so proud i did my lj over the font and everything eee!!!!!!!! erin and alley both love it!!!!! im so happy ppl liek it!!! whoo hoo!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:10288 2004-06-21T18:01:04Z 2004-06-21T18:01:04Z hi!!!!! im going t olook for a new background soon. i leave here in 4 days :( well 3 actuly if i leave friday with jordan. my nanas sick today... <br />ERIN GOT HER BRACES OFF YAY!!!! she said there slimy but most ppls are im sure. lalala im bored. i miss michelle soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:10228 2004-06-20T23:44:15Z 2004-06-20T23:44:15Z lets see i havent updated in two waitthree days including today <br /><br />firday i went to seans party it was fun hehe i stayed at jordan house too we were really thristy when we came back haha <br /><br />saturday my anna came and picked me up at 1:19ish and then we got icecream and when i got hoem i was really really tired so i took a nap themn i got onlien and i signed off without even sayign bye which i did by mistake but i was bored so i got off and watched Loser (i love that movie its one of my favie) then crasehed an di woke up at 4 AM!!!! CAN U BELIVE THAT THAT ERALY!! I WAS WIDE AWAKE!! so im not going to take naps anymore i hatted being up that earlylol <br /><br />then today i woke up at 9 and called my dad ate breakfes and got onlien then i rode the trator and i ate dinner whatched grind and now im online and im bored an dim tlaign to becca so byes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:9753 2004-06-18T16:40:30Z 2004-06-18T16:40:30Z cry-mandy moore hey<br />im at jordans sitting at her computer while shes straightening my hair!! hehe =D <br />lalalala i think im going to chnage my background. around 3ish me jay and denea are all going to fashion bug and were going to get matching halter tops for seans party. he wont be there mostly. hes leaving from 6:30 to 9 and then were gonna TAKE OVER THE PARTY!! HAHA!! he dosent like dirty dancing! lol hes a lil shy guy! hehe but its cute haha so we can show victor sexy dance!! hahah he'd like it!! then after a slow dance jays gonna get her french kiss!!! hehe mm.. im gonna go peaces<br /><br /><br /><br />&hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:9612 2004-06-18T14:10:34Z 2004-06-18T14:10:34Z I'm on my time with everyone<br />I have very bad posture<br />Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea<br />Distill the life that's inside of me<br />Sit and drink Pennyroyal tea<br />I'm anemic royalty<br />Give me a Leonard Cohen afterworld<br />So I can sigh enternally<br />I'm so tired I can't sleep<br />I'm a liar and a thief<br /><br />Sit and drink pennyroyal Tea<br />I'm anemic royalty<br />I'm on warm milk and laxatives<br />Cherry-flavored antacids<br /><br /> <br /><br />hehe happy now cara?? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:9284 2004-06-17T14:19:18Z 2004-06-17T14:19:18Z I am a one way motorway<br />I'm the one that drives away<br />then follows you back home<br />I am a street light shining<br />I'm a wild light blinding bright<br />burning off alone<br /><br />it's times like these you learn to live again<br />it's times like these you give and give again<br />it's times like these you learn to love again<br />it's times like these time and time again<br /><br />I am a new day rising<br />I'm a brand new sky<br />to hang the stars upon tonight<br />I am a little divided<br />do I stay or run away<br />and leave it all behind?<br /><br />it's times like these you learn to live again<br />it's times like these you give and give again<br />it's times like these you learn to love again<br />it's times like these time and time again urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:9115 2004-06-17T14:11:40Z 2004-06-17T14:11:40Z Come, as you are. As you were.<br />As I want you to be. As a friend.<br />As a friend. As an old enemy. Take your time.<br />Hurry up. The choice is yours. Don't be late.<br />Take a rest. As a friend. As a old memory, memory, memory, memory.<br /><br />Come. Dowsed in mud. Soaked in bleach.<br />As I want you to be. As a trend. As a friend.<br />As an old memory, memory, memory, memory.<br /><br />And I swear that I don't have a gun.<br />No I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun.<br /><br />Memory, memory, memory, memory (don't have a gun).<br /><br />And I swear that I don't have a gun.<br />No I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun.<br />No I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun. Memory, memory...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />okay so today im going over to jordans house and sean and victor might ocme over and if it rains we might jump on the tramp. and play in it! yay! haha ! were going to watch movies too and victor is supposed to teach jordan how to french kiss hehe!! hes french! and he lives in france so its sexy! haha!!!! hes so cute tho! but seans cuter ! hehe and yea. i may not update in 2 days becuase i'll be staying with jordan becuase tongith were supposd to get our sexy school rocker outfits for seans party!! haha were making up a dance! and we told sean and victor and sean was liek dont be nautghty! ahah! riiite... lol! mm.. im bored urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:8921 2004-06-17T14:06:28Z 2004-06-17T14:06:28Z I will never bother you<br />I will never promise to<br />I will never follow you<br />I will never bother you<br /><br />Never speak a word again<br />I will crawl away for good<br /><br />I will move away from here<br />You wont be afraid of fear<br />No thought was put in to this<br />I always knew it would come to this<br /><br />Things have never been so swell<br />I have never failed to feel<br />Pain [3x]<br /><br />You Know your Right [3x]<br /><br />I'm so warm and calm inside<br />I no longer have to hide<br />Let’s talk about someone else<br />Steaming soup against her mouth<br />Nothing really bothers her<br />She just wants to love herself<br /><br />I will move away from here<br />You wont be afraid of fear<br />No thought was put into this<br />I always knew to come like this<br /><br />Things have never been so swell<br />I have never failed to feel<br />Pain [5x]<br /><br />You know Your Right [17x]<br /><br />Pain [1x] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:8610 2004-06-17T00:23:14Z 2004-06-17T00:23:14Z Load up on guns and<br />Bring your friends<br />It's fun to lose<br />And to pretend<br />She's over bored<br />And self assured<br />Oh no, I know<br />A dirty word<br /><br />hello, how low? [x bunch of times]<br /><br />With the lights out it's less dangerous<br />Here we are now<br />Entertain us<br />I feel stupid and contagious<br />Here we are now<br />Entertain us<br />A mulatto<br />An albino<br />A mosquito<br />My Libido<br />Yeah<br /><br />I'm worse at what I do best<br />And for this gift I feel blessed<br />Our little group has always been<br />And always will until the end<br /><br />hello, how low? [x bunch of times]<br /><br />With the lights out it's less dangerous<br />Here we are now<br />Entertain us<br />I feel stupid and contagious<br />Here we are now<br />Entertain us<br />A mulatto<br />An albino<br />A mosquito<br />My Libido<br />Yeah<br /><br />And I forget<br />Just why I taste<br />Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile<br />I found it hard<br />It was hard to find<br />Oh well, whatever, nevermind<br /><br />hello, how low? [x bunch of times]<br /><br />With the lights out it's less dangerous<br />Here we are now<br />Entertain us<br />I feel stupid and contagious<br />Here we are now<br />Entertain us<br />A mulatto<br />An albino<br />A mosquito<br />My Libido<br />Yeah, a denial<br />A denial<br />A denial... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:8422 2004-06-16T23:33:19Z 2004-06-16T23:33:19Z hey! last ngith was the wildest i've had in awhile!! my dance sucked compared to it, wlel some parts. my dance was had better musioc. but og jordans firends are swesome!! ehe!! i tlaked met a really hott guy his name is sean! hes so cute!! hehe!! he has dimples! !! hehe! i speant the night at jays then today becca went honme rerly and me and denea and jay went to josh's party. heh ejosh uis CRAZZZY! hhaha !!! hes like "texas girls hsow me what ur made of" ahha!! hes a cuteie hee but not that way hes a shorty too hheeh! uhh im so tired.. friday i get to go to seans party! ehhe! me and denea and jay made up a sexy dance to show all the guys!! hehe its work it with nelly and jutin timberlake .. hehe!! mm.. im so tired i'll update tomorrow or later tonight <br />peaces urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:7967 2004-06-15T22:05:58Z 2004-06-15T22:05:58Z mm geez im bored, i kinda want to go back to texas now!! i miss all my firends an dmy hizzouse!!! =( i miss michelle erin alley CARA and everybody else!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im going to go to the graduation in a little while. i'll out an away on and head on there. jordans singing!! yaya!!!! mm.. not much else to write so byes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:7753 2004-06-15T16:27:28Z 2004-06-15T16:27:28Z nirvana hey, i got a new icon! hehe! its cool. lala.. im bored. i went shopping again yesterday lets see i got:<br />hello kitty underwear! (hehe)<br />hello kitty shoe laces <br />black and white flip flops <br />happy bunny pink hat that syas your ugly and its funny hehe!! <br />"boys are smelly" lip gloss<br />mm.. some other stuff but i cant really remember heehe. tonight im going to jordas graduation at 7 then im styng with her for the dance till 10:30 so im staying over at her house again and then wesnsday im going to a party with her again. Josh's i belive. mm,.. im hugry. i took a shower today and im going to strighten my hair after deneas done. uhh.. i dont want to, but it looks better when its staright. mm... im bored still. im going to do this quiz thing. i guess... <br /><br />answer these questions: <br />1. whats your name whose taking this quiz? <br />2. are we good, best, or okay firends? <br />3. do you think we will be closer in the future? <br />4. do we trust eachother with any secret? <br />5.do we talk online alot or just sometimes? <br />6. on AIM am i added to ur b/l? <br />7. do you care what i say in this lj or you just read it becuase your always bored? <br />8.do we like the same music and clothing? <br /><br /><br /><br />answer those for me okay? <br /><br />g2g <br />bye<br /><br /><br />&hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:7560 2004-06-14T15:05:49Z 2004-06-14T15:05:49Z did my background over its amy lee evanescence u just have to make the window bigger.. its cool urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:7367 2004-06-13T23:07:27Z 2004-06-13T23:07:27Z today was really good. i got up at like 7 and then i ate a cinnamen roll and we headed on the road becuase today we had to go to berlington and we got to go shopping! yay! fiorst we went to aunt marians and there were LLAMAS!!!!!!! we fed them and i tried petting some but they backed up. heh ethey were so cute hehe!! there were cows too the calfs we so cute. then we ate some lunch there and we went to the mall this is what i got: <br />black rubber braclets since mine were all broken and lost. hehe<br />Tilt pants from pacsun dark blue<br />black pearl neckalce<br />brown shirt <br />i tyred lookign for a poofy skirt but i couldnt find any.. <br /><br />michelle and eirn: hjow are we going to make it? i meanm its alot of money i looked online and its nto that easy as you think it is you have to get measuresd and have elastic and laced and .. its alot of things to do.. its hard to look for them too. so what can we do? do yall have any ideas or suggestions on how we can do this? <br /><br />Then we went to see my great naan and we went to the story got some turkey lolly pops and my nana got me big red =D yum. then we got ice cream and i claled my mom when we got home and yea. my day was pretty good. i dont know what we are going to do tomorrow. HAHA ITS RAINING IN TEXAS!!! HAHA!! YALL ARE HAVING A BAD STORM MY MOM TOLD ME! HEHE!! ITS SUNNY AND PRETTY HERE! IM SO HAPPY! HEHE!<br />(watch it rain tomorrow... oh no i think i just jinsqed us, oh well! )<br />i miss michelle and erin i cant wait to see them . my sister wants to have a beach party with some of our close friedns.. i guess its good its just michelle wont be here untll the 4th of july =( well im going to go... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:7052 2004-06-12T23:52:12Z 2004-06-12T23:52:12Z hey, <br />yesterday was fun, i went over to jordans around 4 and went to rent scary movie 1 and 2 then we went back to her house and watched some music videos and jumped on the trampline!! it was so fun we make eachother like fly up really high in the air!! *weeeeee* hehe!! then we ate some dinner we had steak fietas! yummy!! then ben and this other gut came o the door and asked if we could play basketball with them so we went to the school and first me and jay and denea started swiging!! hehe ! then there were these bar type things and i hung updise down with my hands on the gorund i was liek hey look im a possum!! haha!! it was fun! hehe then we played basketball untill till to cold. Then we went back home and made a tent and we were got online for a bit and i saw erins awesome hair!! *eeeee* it looked so good!! and was listening to pour me some sugar i think thats the song that song was on the movie coutey ugly.. i love that movie. hehe then we went outisde jumed on the trampline and got in the tent and watched crazy/beautiful. one of my top faviortes!! hehe!! sad but so good. =D Then we crashed! <br /><br />and today... We woke up and jordans dad brought us to carmins with the diner and starbucks and a ice cream shop all in one! i love that place! We ate breakfest and drank chocolate milk! yummmm!! then we went back home and got online and then went swimming in the river!! ooo it was cold and rocks were everywhere but it was refreshing! it was lots of fun!! hehe! and to dry off we jumped on the trampline again!! hehe!!! and we were flying sooo high and fast!! ahha!!! i almost fell off. hehe! im so silly. Then my nana picked us up saw some of my nanas old firends and then we got ice cream!! yummmm! (again) lol! Then we went ot this animal place wherte they hasd these el paquas. it was this llama half sheep animal they were cute! hehe!! and one rolled around hehe! she had alot of animals! her dogs were the sweetest. then i saw the CUTEST NICEST animal! hehe its called chincillas!! it was liek half rabit half mouse aww and it had no ribs so he was squizable haha!! hehe !!! they dont bite wither! then we saw Ewe.. i know funny name but they look like lil ostrashs but amller heads!! haha and had no teeth but they liked to peck at shiney and bright things... it was cute they pecked at my nanas ring hehe. then we saw my aunt norma when to the grocry store got a frapichino and thn headed home and my sis got online for a bit and then i was going to to but then i changed my mind hehe. were having haburgars tonight yum! tomorrow i have to wake up early and go rto the burrlington mall!! its a big mall!! hehe i cant wait maybe i can find a skirt thign and then im goign to add all the neato stuff and tule to it!! yay!! cant wait or get a hott shirt! hehe!! well dinners ready and im starving and i think i wrote enough!! <br /><br />oh yea one mroe thing, <br />my hair dye desion: <br />dye my whole hair expresso brown so it still has a lil red tint with blonde tips and lil highlights in my bangs!! so hott and rock!! haha!! <br />what do u think? <br /><br />&hearts;<br />&hearts;<br />&hearts; <br />&hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:6656 2004-06-11T14:09:14Z 2004-06-11T14:09:14Z HEHE i changed my background once again this mornign its cutsie! heeh !!! well im going to go strighten my hair and i dunno.,,,, ah h hhh bug!!! its flying urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:6612 2004-06-11T13:15:36Z 2004-06-11T13:15:36Z <a href="http://arsenicfashions.com/tulleskirt.html">http://arsenicfashions.com/tulleskirt.html</a><br /><br />theres another idea.. but i dont know. i went to joannsfabric.com but it didnt have much there, i pushed in clothing and it searched all these other cra.. like couch stuff and ugh... i there fabric is expensive so is this skit up there ^ well im going to go im so awak now. byes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:6373 2004-06-11T12:51:43Z 2004-06-11T12:51:43Z <a href="http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=272131&RN=137">http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=272131&RN=137</a><br /><br /><br />click there, thats one idea for my skirt but differnt colors and no strips... mmm... what do u think? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:6054 2004-06-11T12:34:53Z 2004-06-11T12:34:53Z i tired doing my icon good but uh.. i couldnt get it bigger and everytime i tried it was tooo big.. =( *pouts* o well.. mm.. today i have to do laundry clean up my room uhh take this finger nail polish off mmmm im going to jordans at for so i wont beable to update untill... staurday night or after 1. sorry. its cooled down here alot!! its cold aghain! back to the 40s... yay? i wander what were doing at jordans.. i hope something fun! Caytes going to be there too so we'll all find something to do! im so excited im going to the concert! yay!! this is the bes summer ever... except i have to go t algibrigde.. yhh i wish i michwelle was going to langham shes going to algibridge thing too. any one thats goign to langham going? i also have to church camp ehh.. moms making me and i really relalydont want to go!! well... im going to go TRY to watch tv. theres satlite is srewed up pick time and i missed the movies awards ANd THE REAL WORLD!! =( *pouts .. again* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:5791 2004-06-11T03:39:03Z 2004-06-11T03:39:03Z i did my background over!! heeh all by myself i was goign to get this other one with her and her band mates infrount of dark medow trees but this is cool so far!! <br />what do you think?? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:5575 2004-06-11T01:52:04Z 2004-06-11T01:52:04Z today was great!! i got up ate breakfest and watced crazy/beautiful... i love that movie.. its sad that in the mvoie her mom took her luife and left her when she was 12.. mm.. makes me think aboout how goo dmy life is. i took a shower aftyer and almost started crying. just thinkign about some stuff thats happend to me.. i guess its all bottled up inside i guess i need to let it out some. then i got online and erin told me that i was goign to the evansence concert with her!! (yay) and i called my mom aksed her she said yes. mm.. what else, my anan came home and we headed to the libary and i asked for a book on marylin monroe but they didnt have anythign on her... hmm.. tghen we when to see my great nana and she gave me italy chocolates! yum! hehe ! rich though. then we went to chinese and came back here. theses are all the bands playing there. <br />**EVANCSENCE<br />**seether<br />**breaking benjimin <br />**3 days grace<br /><br />awesome!! yay. im going to get an icon when i come back bt tis my sss turn so peaces!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catch_myfall:5369 2004-06-10T21:23:39Z 2004-06-10T21:23:39Z <p><font color="#3333ff" size="7"><strong>i get to go to the evanesence concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!! </strong></font></p> <p><font color="#3333ff" size="7"><strong>whoo hoo!! </strong></font></p> <p><font color="#3333ff" size="7"><strong>*hugs erin* Thanks erin for taking me and payign for me i pormise i'll pay you back when i see u!!!!! yaya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shellys going too!! hehe omg i could scream forever! were sitting on the lawn close the stange this is my3rd concert!! </strong></font></p> <p><font color="#3333ff" size="7"><strong>this is going to be a summer i'll never forget!!!</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#3333ff" size="7"><strong></strong></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#3333ff" size="7"><strong>me and erin thought of a good idea we all wear all puffy skirts!! hehe i wear a balck and red her black and white and michelle black and pink!!! hehe!!! yay!!!!</strong></font></p>